I long to live as Spirit does
as silky vapors do,
as a cool, sweet-smelling mist exists
dwelling only in the realm of ideas & fantasies
But I am human
Here with a body that feels so much so strongly. A form I do not adore, respect or even much care for.
I struggle in my human-ness.
So what if I focused on my feels? Sunk deep into my senses. Noticing the sensual in the sacred reality. Feeling into my fingerprints and my toe-tips. The colors. The temperature. The smells around.
I am afraid of grounding into my sensuality.
What if I loose my mind?!